So, it's been a while since I posted a journal, and it seems that I never really became active as promised - I apologize to you guys for that. I apologize to my watchers, those I watch, and especially to my friends whom I have pretty much lost contact with. For any of those that read this journal, I thank you for the time and once again apologize for my inactivity.
It's been nearly one year since I became inactive - actually, it will be one year since I started to become inactive in mid to late January/early February - and a lot of things have happened and changed. For one, my schedule has tightened with school work as I have been taking on more classes and activities to get me to my career goal. (I've been passing my courses with all A's and B's, for those who may
wonder.) Another thing that has happened would be us buying a new home and planning to move later on. (Obviously much more has gone on, but those are the main things.)
About the changes, I think the biggest change would be myself. A little over a year ago, I probably seemed like a completely different person than I am now. I have become more serious and consider myself more careful with things. I've also become smarter, in my opinion. And boring. In some ways it's like I haven't changed at all, but in others it is like I am a different person. Mainly, I have become less social. Most of the time now, I don't know how to carry on a conversation without the topic going down the drain and into the garbage.
For the past year, I have also been working on my drawings. I rarely posted any before, but I think if you looked at an old drawing here with a new one, it'd show some improvement. I've also created new characters, plots, and even thought up possible role-play/fanfiction ideas. And I tried a few new games and sites along with going back to old forums. And I re-visited old games, such as FeralHeart. I popped off and on there a bit lately, only for about five to ten minutes at a time, but noticed no familiar faces online. Literally, with my huge friend list, it seems that everyone has stopped with that game. It was both shocking and not so shocking - it's been nearly a year, after all. And now I checked on here and it seems a majority of users I had befriended has either left this site or have also become inactive.
I started thinking, and I do miss the old days a lot. The days when everyone, including myself, was happily active and having fun. But there's always some old things I do not miss. Things like old dramas and no one really getting along half of the time.
The point of this journal? It's partially updates, reminiscing, and a bit of this and that. I feel this account is cluttered, but I don't think I should make a new account just to be inactive on it, too. I'm thinking of things, and will possibly write another journal in a day or so.